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Mind Control

by Rena Love

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1.
Alone 03:40
I'm in this race & running out of time To fill the space of what I left behind A quiet place is all I tried to find 'Cause I can't escape the voices of my mind A million miles away is where I roam 'Cause every place but here I call my home The thing I'm searching for I've never known So here I go again to turn another stone Alone (x4) I'm in this race & running out of time To fill the space of what I left behind The thing I'm searching for I've never known So here I go again to turn another stone Alone (x4)
2.
Heartbreak 02:17
How many times can one heart break? How long and how deep is the fall? How can I try to get over it now When I can't help this feeling at all That's when I have to Find my way out of the dark Lift myself up when I'm falling apart And if there's anything you can do I will find you And if there's anything you can say I will find you How many times can one heart break? How long and how deep is the fall? How can you tell me move on from it now When I can't do this livin' at all That's when I have to Find my way out of the dark Lift myself up when I'm falling apart And if there's anything you can do I will find you And if there's anything you can say I will find you How many times can one heart break? How long and how deep is the fall?
3.
Freedom 04:08
Freedom is only a myth It's a twist of the truth Hangin' on by a thread And it's not that strong Seeing as I can't exist For a minute without The unending procession Of thoughts of you Maybe I'll try to get over The mountain of guilt And reminders of Everything I gave up Suddenly I can't define All the ways that I told myself I should get over you Everyday I see your face In my mind running circles And hiding in corners That I didn't know Opened up to my love for you Freedom is only a gift Wrapped up in a nightmare Perched on a cliff Where my life went wrong Seeing as I can't go on now With living this lie of a life It'll kill me I'm not that strong Everyday I see your face In my mind running circles And hiding in corners That I didn't know Opened up to my love for you One more try I promise this time I'll put up a fight Baby next time I'll treat you right Oh unchain me from This Freedom And I swear I'll never leave you again
4.
Yesterday 03:19
In the beginning We were winning It was cool you kept me grinning It was fun Had a friendship that we thought was never ending yeah A strong connection without a question I trusted you You were my best friend We were young It wasn't long before It took a new direction yeah And then my hunger Just grew stronger for you Now I hear the thunder The road is longer What to do Yesterday I was young & dumb but Thanks to you yesterday is gone We were like puppies & kittens Didn't know what we were missin' And yesterday I was so in love but Today I'm wonderin' what the hell went wrong We were like puppies & kittens Didn't know what we were missin' The transition had me wishing We'd make some rules With definition 'Cause there were none Now our friendship had become A contradiction yeah We went from bending To defending From complimenting To condescending Now it's done We had to say goodbye To our happy ending yeah And now I wonder What took us under Was it you? Now I hear the thunder The road is longer What to do Yesterday I was young & dumb but Thanks to you yesterday is gone We were like puppies & kittens Didn't know what we were missing And yesterday I was so in love but Today I'm wondering what the hell went wrong We were like puppies & kittens Didn't know what we were missing And now I wonder What took us under was it you Now I hear the thunder The road is longer What to do? Yesterday I was young & dumb but Thanks to you yesterday is gone We were like puppies & kittens Didn't know what we were missing And yesterday I was so in love but Today I'm wondering what the hell went wrong We were like puppies & kittens Didn't know what we were missing
5.
Today 03:47
These roses plucked from the ground hang upside down no longer alive went from red to brown but I kep'em around along with the letter you wrote me but the paper is faded so I can't read it now Time gone to waste from holding on I was afraid but Today is the day I throw them away Today is the day I throw them all away These clothes you left in the house turned inside out shoes in the closet same stain on the couch all the pictures I found along with the necklace you bought me but it was gold plated so I can't wear it now Time gone to waste from holding on Signs in my face I stayed too long The locks on the cage Were way too strong The price has been paid so Today is the day I throw them away Today is the day I throw them all away (x2) My pretty little head is clear It wasn't meant to be But with these juicy ruby red lips right here Damn it feels good to be free Today is the day I throw them away Today is the day I throw them all away Today is the day Today is the day I throw them away Today is the day I throw them all away
6.
Phoenix 02:42
Get it Won't let it Hold me down Forget it I'm comin' I'm comin' (x3) Hey Not waistin' any time It's time I took what's mine And you Can't stop me Step aside I'm comin' I'm Comin' Ayayaya You knocked me down But you won't get the best of me Look at me now I'm on top I'm your fantasy Can't cool me down I am on fire Watch as I burn I'm gettin' higher I'm Comin' I'm Comin' I'm Comin' Ayayaya You knocked me down but you won't get the best of me Look at me now I'm on top I'm your fantasy Can't cool me down I am on fire Watch as I burn I'm gettin' higher I'm Comin' I'm Comin' I'm Comin'
7.
Truman Show 02:48
They are watching now Want to keep us down Cheat us throw us out Kill us burn us down But we won't back out No we won't back down We are comin' now We are comin' now I've been living the Truman Show Yeah here for quite some time I feel like there is something That they are trying to hide But I'm not fooled and I can't even Hide the fact that I Want to break through and find out What's on the other side Takin' your selfies Watchin' your videos You don't even see them Lookin' at you through the phone They are watching now Want to keep us down Cheat us throw us out Kill us burn us down But we won't back out No we won't back down We are comin' now We are comin' now
8.
Fall 02:20
Fall in the middle Of the city Where everyone's a star At least everybody thinks that they are Take a fall of the griddle Lit like a flame You were just a lot of rock Shining like a diamond You may have them fooled But I am on to you You may have been cool But I see right through you Fall in position Here take your place Quick hurry up now Everybody pick up the pace Fall demolition Explode in a flame You were just a lot of rock Shining like a diamond You may have them fooled But I am on to you You may have been cool But I see right through you
9.
Lullabye 04:48
I gotta get out of this place Driving me crazy Too many people Up in my face I wear a smile I do the things I'm supposed to do But when I lay at night I think of you And dream of flying away To paradise Sleep under the stars Float for hours away And even if we sink I think we'll be alright Dreamin' tonight of Swimmin' through life Caught on a rip tide lullaby And even if we sink I think we'll be alright Dreamin' tonight of Swimmin' through life Caught up in a rip tide lullaby Walk along the misty beach Early in the morning Stay out til sunset Light a fire And dance away the night Under the starry sky Sun on your skin Wind in your hair Sand in your toes Salt in the air And even if we sink I think we'll be alright Dreaming tonight of Swimming through life Caught up in a riptide lullaby And even if we sink I think we'll be alright Dreaming tonight Swimming through life Caught in a riptide lullaby Drift up in the morning Wood stacked on the beach Gather it together Make it a tee-pee And light it on fire Swimmin' along And even if we drown We'll be among The Sirens & the Tritans Mmmmmmm, Oooh oooh I don't know what to say here But I like this vibe Ooooooooh Ooooooooooooh Owowowowowowowowowo Even if we sink I think we'll be alright Dreamin' tonight of Swimmin through life Caught up in a riptide lullaby Yeah even if we sink I think we'll be alright Dreamin' a life Swimmin' along Caught up in this riptide lullaby Mmmmm I gotta get away Tonight
10.
Now Speak 03:38
You notice sunsets &rainbows Butterflies & Bumble Bees Monet & Van Gogh Waterfalls & Autumn Leaves Smiles from a stranger While I grin invisibly You look out for danger While I'm safe in misery You see everything but me I need one reason Not to leave So speak Or forever hold your peace Make me believe There's no better soul than me You can hear the whispers & noises Melodies & quiet Laughter & voices City streets & Sirens Compliments from strangers While I exist in hiding You listen out for danger While I cry in silence You hear everything but me I need one reason not to scream Now speak Or forever hold your peace Make me believe There's no better soul than me 'Cause the moment I finally Walk out that door there's turning back you and me are no more So speak Or forever hold your peace You looked for me out there While I was dying in here You stumbled around so blindly All I wanted was for you to find me So speak Or forever hold your peace Make me believe There's no better soul than me
11.
Daydream 05:05
It seems after all of these years I ended up where I began So much time spent running to find I'm already who I am And now I see the best thing for me Is just to wait See what happens And in a few years' time I'll realize It's all been just as good So why not today Be exactly as I am Show you my face And tell you where I stand But it's not a race It takes time to decide And to do what's right For now I'll just daydream And hope that it all starts tonight It seems after all of that time I ended up broke and alone All those days spent wasting my life In somebody else's home But now I know the one thing to do Is just to let it go And find out today Just exactly who I am Show you my face And tell you where I stand But it's not a race It takes time to decide And to do what's right So for now I'll just daydream And hope that it all starts tonight Do you hear the calling? Do you listen when it pierces your heart? Do you heed the warning? Will you give in and let your life start? Will you be ready to stand up and face The dark times with grace And be ready to fight? So why not today Be exactly who I am Tell you my story And take you by the hand But it's not a race It takes time to decide And to do what's right For now I'll just daydream And hope that it all starts tonight For now I'll just daydream And hope that it all starts tonight (x3)

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Songs written from the subconscious.

ATLANTA, GA. (2016)

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released April 29, 2019

Jesus Christ John Clayton Mayer: Daydream
Ross Harrell
Peachtree Road Studios
Hakim Scott Young
Demond "Go Dreamer" Toney
Stankonia

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